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Wednesday, July 19, 2006 at: 3:41 pm
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I always get to play the cold hearted bitch,whens it my turn to play the victim?
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at: 9:52 pm
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I've got the familiar feeling again,that painful void,that wanting to fill it so badly and the realization that food will not do this-only after eating myself out of house and home.That feeling of disgust when being caught eating.That need for utter isolation.This is the way it always hits you "gradually then suddenly".
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at: 3:10 am
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The rumbling of stomachs ,and the inability to sleep.the waking of a girl,before the break of dawn-the rummaging of cub boards ,bags,and anything one can possibly get they're hands on.The stirring in a kitchen that echos far to loud in the still of night.The clumsy falling of spoons and forks,the secret shame,and the silent hope that this doesn't become a pesky little habit again.
"Imagine what you want now hold onto that thought cause thats as close as it will ever come "
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Monday, July 17, 2006 at: 2:58 pm
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Though I generally tend to be very much against pro-ed sites and they're very nature,some have manged to stick with me in a sick sort of way.I'm sure were all to familiar with those,fat like me, house of sins and then some. None the less ,house of sins http://www.house-of-sins.com has officially been reopened,I've mixed feelings.I often like revisiting these sites as a reminder of my past,fourteen,naive of what damage an ed can cause,already disordered and taking such matters lightly self.I cannot look at such sites objectively,its a complete escape of reality,its heaven and all at once hell.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006 at: 2:48 pm
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What horrible Edward Gorey Death will you die?
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