get your world off my back

♥

2006-07-19T19:42:31Z

I always get to play the cold hearted bitch,whens it my turn to play the victim?

decayinglolita @ 2006-07-18T21:52:00

2006-07-19T01:52:24Z

I've got the familiar feeling again,that painful void,that wanting to fill it so badly and the realization that food will not do this-only after eating myself out of house and home.That feeling of disgust when being caught eating.That need for utter isolation.This is the way it always hits you "gradually then suddenly".

decayinglolita @ 2006-07-18T03:10:00

2006-07-18T07:12:31Z

The rumbling of stomachs ,and the inability to sleep.the waking of a girl,before the break of dawn-the rummaging of cub boards ,bags,and anything one can possibly get they're hands on.The stirring in a kitchen that echos far to loud in the still of night.The clumsy falling of spoons and forks,the secret shame,and the silent hope that this doesn't become a pesky little habit again.

"Imagine what you want
now hold onto that thought
cause thats as close as it will ever come "

decayinglolita @ 2006-07-17T14:58:00

2006-07-17T19:04:16Z

Though I generally tend to be very much against pro-ed sites and they're very nature,some have manged to stick with me in a sick sort of way.I'm sure were all to familiar with those,fat like me, house of sins and then some. None the less ,house of sins http://www.house-of-sins.com has officially been reopened,I've mixed feelings.I often like revisiting these sites as a reminder of my past,fourteen,naive of what damage an ed can cause,already disordered and taking such matters lightly self.I cannot look at such sites objectively,its a complete escape of reality,its heaven and all at once hell.

decayinglolita @ 2006-07-12T14:48:00

2006-07-12T18:48:31Z

What horrible Edward Gorey Death will you die?

You will be smothered under a rug. You're a little anti-social, and may want to start gaining new social skills by making prank phone calls.
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